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[27 Dec 2005|11:09pm] |
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Blah. I forgot i wasn't supposed to do that again. *Vomits* Maybe i should engrave it in my freaking arm.
On the other hand, christmas was awesome. I luff my family so much :D On Christmas eve we went to Lauren's, and then Lauren Sarah Bethany and I all went to Aunty Sandra's for dinner-ish thing. And in the car on the way there i was thinking, when was the last time we were all in a car together. And i couldn't remember any time, at all. Like, just us. Nevaaaaar. Aaaaanyhow. They gave me a green ice slushy drink with madori (sp?) in it. Hmmm... And then another one. But i didn't drink anymore.
Then in the morning they came and jumped on me and all opened their presents and shoved mine one by one in front of my face until i opened them. Twas fun, in an omg-i-need-more-sleep kinda way. But yeah it was an awesome morning, and i did manage to get some more sleep after a while. While the rest of them were getting stuff ready and being constructive, i lay on the mattress with my face in the pillow watching black books.
Lah-di-dah, Christmas christmas christmas...
Then movie marathon! Homg. King Kong was rather kewl, but terribly long. I fell asleep for a miniscule amount of time right at the end. I have no idea how long my eyes were closed for, just when i closed them he was halfway up the tower, and when i opened them again he was at the top. So it could've been anywhere between 5 seconds and 1/2 an hour.
Doom was causing major dejavu which creeped me out a bit. There was also much ickiness. But it was an awesome movie, and i only fell asleep because i was comfortable, not because it was boring. And i kept on being bashed awake anyhow.
Bad News Bears was alright but nothing mentionable. But homg! Lah.
That's all. Boo for my moodiness. Niiight.
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[24 Dec 2005|03:48pm] |
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Gawd i'm hating my obsessive paranoia. But don't we all :P
( Christmas Eve Day Ramble )
Ohhhh but i'd like to remind everybody to remember the people who don't have anybody or anything for christmas. When you're with your family, even if you don't like them, imagine waking up knowing the whole world's celebrating but you have no one, and this is just another day. *sob* Except for the horrible man who comes into the store and is not nice. I hope you're alone this Christmas. And may your coke be forever luke-warm.
!!!!!Merry Christmas everybody!!!!!
Luff Me. :D
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[23 Dec 2005|03:43pm] |
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Ohmygod.
Things i have learned this morning:
-I rely on things always being the same
-I'm way too dependent on certain people and things
-My mood changes VERY quickly
-I should really put more imput into what's going on with my family
-I'm so effing loved
-I'm so much happier now that things are sorted
-Rob Thomas has re-used his Matchbox Twenty lyrics *glares*
-If i let my hair dry naturally, it goes ridiculously curly
Baha xD time for work. Have a good day, everybody :) Ignore the fact that it's four o'clock already :P
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[23 Dec 2005|12:40pm] |
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Hurray, it's all good :D :D :D :D :D Fixededed.
Stolen from numerous peoples ( Go tell it on the mountain, let my people go )
Brief moment of panic this morning when i woke up, went outside my room, and there was no one there. Silence, abandoned house, no note, no scrawled message on the board saying which household jobs needed to be done, just nothing. Floundered in the silence for a while, retired to my room, and eventually heard a footstep going down the one stair in the hallway. It was a Bethany footstep, i could tell, i don't know where she was hiding, but it meant my family hadn't disappeared :D Half an hour later i heard a Sarah key turn in the door. Is it odd that i can identify my family like that? Ah well, i can. Re-emerged from my room a little later, and Sarah's put on the Christmas cd again and is wrapping presents, Bethany is again nowhere to be seen, and mum is still not home. And that's my story.
Mum's picking up the key to the unit today :S We're starting to move stuff the day after Christmas :S Gawd it's weird. I think i'm going to go crash people's houses for a week month or two until i can deal with the idea. Blergh.
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[21 Dec 2005|12:42pm] |
and now i'm crying, isn't that what you want?
and i'm trying to live my life on my own, but i won't
and at times i do believe i am strong
so someone tell me why
do i feel stupid?
and i come undone.
( I need you now )
Lah.
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[18 Dec 2005|12:48am] |
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Oh lord. Um, Brian's in Sydney. BRIAN IS IN SYDNEY. Bought a plane ticket and left. Not before making Bethany cry, causing mum and Sarah to fight, and disconnecting the net, though. (As you may have noticed, we fixed that problem.) Mum has to make a decision about moving TONIGHT. Christ, poor mum.
Mm there were really nice people at work today. I love nice people :)
( You see through me, don't you? (It's good that i'm not angry) )
Well tonight has been fun.
Ohhhh, tomorrow night Sarah, Kelly, Rupert, Ryan, Mel and I are staying at Mel's. Fun fun. I can't believe her parents actually allowed it xD Huzzah, anyhow.
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[17 Dec 2005|11:49am] |
It's summer! I don't know why that sounded excited, because i hate summer. *Rolls eyes* Oh well. It's hot outside, and there's not much i can do about it.
I'm being forced to go shopping today :( to buy clothes :( i am not only the worst clothes shopper in the world, but...nope, that's it, i'm the worst clothes shopper in the world because i don't like anything and i can never make up my mind and i get sick of trying on stuff after about five seconds. Thankfully our time is rather limited seeing as i have to work at two and we can't leave yet because Brian's taken the car. Of course he has.
Now you may have a list of my top ten songs, in no order because that would take foresight and planning. I doubt i'll have time to finish the list anyway so maybe i'll rearrange them into order later.
Dashboard Confessional - Bend and Not Break
Matchbox Twenty - Cold
The Used - I Caught Fire
Seether - The Gift
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
Bic Runga - Sway
Switchfoot - On Fire
Goo Goo Dolls - Slide
To be continued...the car is back. Bollocks.
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[15 Dec 2005|11:17pm] |
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A real update! -Ish.
Yesterday i felt weird, then cheered up and went to work and went to Mel's and we watched The Notebook. I am in love with that movie. Ryan Gosling is so effing HOTT. Umm i talked a lot because i always have a lot to say.
Today i felt better, yet just as indecisive. Work was fun, don't laugh but it was, because Claire really is teh awesome. But she got shifted to deli after a while and Haley took over till 1. Then they realised Claire had never really been trained in deli so Haley went and taught her properly. I had to go on till 1 for the last hour and it was stoopid :( But i watered the plants xD
Ohmygod Claire. "Eeeemily i don't know what to do! I'm going to the city with this guy tomorrow but i don't know if i like him or not. Well that's not true, i know i don't like him. But he's really hott, and every girl has had a crush on him for at least a year at SOME point in their life. And he's really nice, and smart, and funny." That's not exactly how it went, but that's the gist of it, and i was laughing my ass off. Oh the dilemma. She's such a funny. Only Claire would not be interested in the guy who's hott, funny, smart, nice, 18, same religion as her, good body, who likes her. I laughed for so long.
And that was my chief amusement for the day, along with listening to more slayer xD
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[15 Dec 2005|01:37pm] |
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Ohhhhh god. Signed in and all of them talk to me at once. My head is exploding. Exploding, i tell you. And Andy got his eyebrow pierced. And I just got sent another slayer song. Lucky, lucky me. How amusing.
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[14 Dec 2005|01:05pm] |
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Blergh. Have some surveys.
( Keep my head spinning on axles around you )
That didn't cheer me up at aaaall. Rain falls from concrete-coloured skies... What have i gotten myself into? Fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time, don't let me drown, let me down... No decisions will be made today. There's no way to be sure, why everything's turned inside-out, i'm still in so much doubt... Hokay cheerful again now. That didn't last long, heh.
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[11 Dec 2005|03:03pm] |
Mm last night was fun. xD Tonight will hopefully be just as good. I neeeeed some sleep. And i really need to wash my hair. Oh well, i've still got 5 or so hours until i go out, plenty good. No work until Wednesday :) *feels relaxed*
Nyih. Confusing.
Run we go round again in circles
Play this game over again
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[09 Dec 2005|11:46pm] |
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Ohhh i have a new piiicture, stolen from Caaaaameron. Thankyou! Don't ask me why those words are elongated, they just are. So there. Sadness is defined by updating your LJ three times a day *rolls eyes* Well i have more to say. Nothing with meaning, but more nonetheless.
Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. Don't be dumb. No. Bad feeling about this. Not bad, but wrong. This is fucked.
And yes, i felt that was worth an entire update.
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[09 Dec 2005|01:41pm] |
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Blllleeergggghhhhh.
( Never believe i'll do this gently )
I find it waaaaay to easy to ramble that much :S Oh well, at least i cut it so if you don't want to read my shit, you don't have to xD Now i'm off to wander around for a couple more hours before work :P
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[06 Dec 2005|09:43pm] |
Hokay mood up again :P
Ryan: am i being rude? by buggering off to play this game?
xD Coot and a half. Damn what's with me? xD
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[06 Dec 2005|07:18pm] |
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No. No no no no no no no no. Remind me not to do that again. But you can't because you don't know what i'm talking about and i'm not going to tell you. Ack. *Spits* I need more Jamiroquai, and i need it now. What's even the point to this entry? I don't fucking know. Mood=downhill grouchy.
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[06 Dec 2005|04:59pm] |
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( Don't you walk away from me, i read the stories in your eyes )
I bought the Jamiroquai album yesterday, because i love him :D He's along the lines of maroon 5 in the bouncy happiness stakes.
Freddy Got Fingered is the stupidest movie ever. I didn't like it at the beginning, and i didn't like it at the end. So there.
Brian is officially an asshole. My plan? (It's a good one.) We're going to ditch him for christmas. I've decided we'll all go stay at Lauren's on Christmas eve, so when we wake up we'll all be together, and he'll be alone. His kids probably won't even call him, because they don't like him either, we'll have both sides of our family to see, mum won't have to see him and can feel some satisfaction at getting back at the bastard, so he'll be alone and mum will be happy. Take that, bitch. And we won't get you christmas presents either, so you'll spend christmas entirely without love. I'm a fucking genius. Or is it genious? Fuck. Heh.
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[03 Dec 2005|11:44pm] |
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( Random blah-ing )
Whooooo! I have more energy after writing all that than i did when i started. hah!
Songs that will always get to me, forever and ever and ever and ever:
Sway - Bic Runga
Until the Day I Die - Story of the Year
I Caught Fire - The Used
Bend and Not Break - Dashboard Confessional
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
Cold - Matchbox Twenty
Others too, but those mostly. Forever and ever and ever. And ever.
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